Jailbird -

"sweet" people are intimidating.. those are the kind of people you

never really know where u've got em. they are always super super cute and

friendly and then u hear them judging people harder than u wud ever

do urself.

i prefer people being just "nice" but also being able to say what they

feel as it goes which never leaves u wondering wether they're

honest or will start dirt talkin u the moment u turn ur back on them.

im known, only by myself tho, to end up in situations such as these.

im not really worried abt wot people say or think and i have a

history of never ending up in some big drama abt bullshitting people

but still, it makes me think more and more i shud really learn how

to watch my mouth. especially round people like this - since they

usually have a record of turning ur words into something much

bigger than it really was.

i did actually end up with a confrontation regarding this exact thing,

where i had been misquoted and it almost made me end up in deep shit

but i managed to talk my way out of it. that time.

i had to go back to the source to point this out - u don't further wot

ive said to u.

but still, i really need to just shut up.

i have gotten a little bit better since now ive done my work and we

will see how it turns out in abt two months.

i have not told e yet, and that proves good points. altho, who wants

to be known as the whiner?! all bullshit abt work is just overkill

anyway. thats why i keep my talkin with people in the business

altho i better not. i have a friend i can talk to abt this shit and

i think i shud just stick to her in the future regarding everything

except my collegaues at the union..all but one id say..

basically, "don't 'talk' to strangers" will be my new motto!