Jailbird

just like a friend of mine said "u thought nothin cud surprise u nemore, and still every once and a while people shock the shit outta ya"
im disappointed to hear these things.
i never thought this of any of u.
capable of doing things like this and then lying about it.
im not personally involved but just to hear about it hurts.
its impossible not to feel a little stupid, a little naive..
why is it so hard for man kind to just be themselves?
why put on an act?
u know u never get away with it.
its so pathetic and it makes me mad.
sayin bad things abt everyone u know,
only makes u the most loneliest person in the world.
its a good thing to love, to trust, to know people thru and thru
and it feels good to be surrounded with people with whom u can be urself.
its important to have these things,
otherwise u will always feel empty inside.
why just not accept that there is noone like you.
noone who's got the exact same opinions as you.
noone is ever perfect and thats part of the charm.





yesterday i met you.
you, whom ive been so scared of meeting.
it was okay.
you cudnt stop smilin and u said
"its so nice to see you. "
you made me nervous but i dont think it showed.
i want you back in my life again.
i think i do at least.
ive missed you.